Friday, August 21, 2015

Blog Tour, eARC Review, Excerpt & #Giveaway: Beyond the Surface by Felice Stevens

Title: Beyond the Surface
Series: The Breakfast Club #1
Author: Felice Stevens
Genre: M/M Romance
Release Date: August 17, 2015

On 9/11, firefighter Nick Fletcher’s world changed forever. He's unable to rid himself of survivor’s guilt, made worse by the secret he hides from his family and co-workers. Nick's life is centered around helping burn victims, until he is reunited with the man he’d once loved but pushed away. Now he has a second chance at a love he thought lost forever.
For fashion designer Julian Cornell, appearances mean everything. His love affairs are strictly casual, and the only thing he cares about is making his clothing line a success. A chance encounter with the man he loved long ago has Julian thinking for the first time in years there may be more to life than being seen at the best parties and what designer labels to wear.
When Julian’s world takes an unexpected turn, it's Nick who helps him regain perspective on what matters most in life. Julian, in turn, helps Nick accept who he is and understand he isn’t responsible for tragedies he couldn't prevent. Lost love found can be even sweeter the second time around and after all the years apart, both men learn to look beyond the surface to find the men they are inside.

Julian was in the kitchen, sitting on one of the stools by the counter. He had a glass in front of him filled with what Nick presumed was vodka, having spied the Grey Goose bottle.

“Would you like a drink? I have beer, wine…anything you’d like.”

Nick shook his head, regret piercing his heart as he watched the hope drain from Julian’s eyes.

“I don’t think so. I’m going to head home. I want you to know how much I appreciate what you did for Jamal tonight.”

Julian stood abruptly, kicking the stool away from his feet.

“Don’t treat me like I’m some fucking stranger, Nicky. You owe me. It’s been eighteen years; you think I’m going to let you walk out on me again like you did before? After what just happened between us? After you fell apart? No fucking way. I’m not that same person and neither are you, obviously.”

Taken aback by Julian’s anger, Nick remained mute.

“What the hell is going on with you? One minute you’re tongue fucking me into the next century and the next you’re freaking out. I know I’m a damn good kisser, but this isn’t about us, is it? It has nothing to do with our past and everything to do with you and the shit that’s floating around in your head.”

Julian stepped closer to him and Nick, who normally couldn’t stand people near him, was rooted to the floor, unable to move.

“Talk to me, Nicky. Tell me what happened to you.”

He was so tired of holding himself together, feeling like at any moment he’d shatter into a million tiny pieces, leaving nothing behind but a pile of dust.

Ashes to ashes, dust to dust.

The words poured out of him, flowing unchecked this time. “It should’ve been me. We all went to the Towers to save them. It was my day off, but I went anyway. I heard and couldn’t stay home; I had a duty to help, you know? But I lived and they all died. Why, Julian? Why did I live and they didn’t?”

“Oh, Nick.” Julian held him close. “I don’t have the answers for you. No one does. But I’m going to be completely selfish and say I’m so thankful you did make it and we’re here together after all these years.”

Unflinching green eyes gazed back at him. Clever, beautiful eyes that Nick could never stop dreaming of. Eyes that at one time had held the promise of forever, until Nick ruined everything with his cowardice and shame. Unable to maintain Julian’s scrutiny, Nick broke away and ran to the elevator, his chest heaving, eyes stinging with tears.

“Let me out. I need to leave here. NOW.”

Review by: multitaskingmomma
My Rating: 4 of 5 Stars

Beyond the Surface is a second chance at love story. It is a story of how two young men loved then parted because one could not face life as a gay man and the other could not face life deep in the closet. Years later, they meet again and what should have been roses and daisies lighting the fire of passion and romance became full of anger, sarcasm and a whole lot of misunderstanding. 

Deep in the closet firefighter and survivor of 9/11, Nick Fletcher is a hard man to like at the beginning. He was far from PC, he was snobby to those whose life did not center on machismo, and he was lacking in understanding as to why he constantly plagued by foot in mouth disease. It does not help he has a huge guilty complex the size of the USS Enterprise because he survived and those on his team did not. His secret life as a burn victim advocate just adds to the weight he carries. Tough life he's living.

Julian Cornell is a fashion designer who is well on his way as a one show wonder. He put all his aces into his second show but gets slammed by the critics, the media and his fellow designers for putting up a show of copies. He is devastated both financially and emotionally. It does not help meeting his old lover, Nick, who is proving to be too much of an A dollar dollar hole.

There is a lot of conflict going on here and we expect a whole lot of angst and drama. In fact, there is a whole lot of angst and drama but not the kind you expected. With Julian down, it is Nick who surprisingly comes up the savior. He shows Julian what life is all about and introduces him into his secret life as a burn victim advocate. Julian is surprised but then sees that indeed there are others out there whose lives are in worse situations other than not wearing the right clothes.

This is a love story that grew out of miscommunication to a whole other level of understanding and helping each other out. The two young men who parted are not the two mature men who have gone through hell of different waters and fell in love again.

Heartwarming, sweet, and romantic, Felice Stevens has written a beautiful story about how love can be rekindled even if all seems hopeless.

Beautiful read.

Note: eARC copy provided by Enticing Journey for an honest review.

I have always been a romantic at heart. I believe that while life is tough, there is always a happy ending just around the corner. I started reading traditional historical romances when I was a teenager, then life and law school got in the way. It wasn’t until I picked up a copy of Bertrice Small and became swept away to Queen Elizabeth’s court that my interest in romance novels became renewed.

But somewhere along the way, my tastes shifted. While I still enjoys a juicy Historical romance, I began experimenting with newer, more cutting edge genres and discovered the world of Male/Male romance. Once I picked up her first, I became so enamored of the authors, the character-driven stories and the overwhelming emotion of the books, I knew I wanted to write my own.

I live in New York City with my husband and two children and hopefully soon a cat of my own. My day begins with a lot of caffeine and ends with a glass or two of red wine. I practice law but daydream of a time when I can sit by a beach somewhere and write beautiful stories of men falling in love. Although there is bound to be angst along the way, a Happily Ever After is always guaranteed.


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